tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38023123554558129092024-02-20T11:20:43.066-08:00Exactly the Same... But Different.A compilation of thoughts and feelings my friends need to know.Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-32208280195305211292011-07-25T08:02:00.000-07:002011-07-25T08:02:17.735-07:00Look beyond your shit. Everyone craps too.<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">I've realised i'll always be sad about some things. </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">I've realised i'll always be happy about others.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">But what I realise the most is this...</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Wondering will never get you anywhere. </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">If you have questions, ask them. </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Confront your fears, and face your challenges.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Being strong is admitting your weaknesses. </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Weaknesses make you special. </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Weaknesses make you better than me. </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">My Weaknesses make me better than you.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">But know that we are equal and never better than one another.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Life is about contradicting everything you learn, but still holding it to value.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">You're who you are through the mistakes people make that affect you.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">But also through the mistakes you make yourself. </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Life is and can be positive as long as you see the negatives too.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">If we didn't have bad moments, how could we tell when the good ones were happening?</div>Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-32424647731651124782011-07-25T07:34:00.000-07:002011-07-25T07:46:24.598-07:00You have a lot to learn.It's important to push through the shit. Stand up to the bad. Scream to the darkness. And fight for your right to shine in the already seemingly brighter world. It doesn't matter if its daylight around you. A torch still works in daylight, its just harder to see it when you're holding it. But that light is still there. It's always there.<br />
<br />
It's that moment you realise it's always been there that you're searching for. Just hold on to the one fact that even though it seems like there is a never ending sadness that is overwhelming... Know that there is light.. somewhere in the world. That's what reaching happiness is about. Knowing there is good. Even if it feels like you can't have it... Because just knowing is the beginning to getting.<br />
<br />
Dear reader of this poem here,<br />
I wish to speak so listen clear,<br />
<br />
So in this life, you will find,<br />
A mass of trials that do bind,<br />
<br />
All the problems you will face,<br />
and throw you in a hard cold place.<br />
<br />
But I want to tell you softly,<br />
you forget far too oftly,<br />
<br />
When you seek the good in all,<br />
within yourself I see downfall.<br />
<br />
When spending time being nice,<br />
within yourself there comes a price,<br />
<br />
All the good things that you say<br />
to yourself, they go away...<br />
<br />
Your heart, it twists into hate<br />
and internally you will grate,<br />
<br />
Upon all the good things that have stood<br />
within your heart, forget what's good.<br />
<br />
I know this path of which you wander,<br />
The light at the end seems so yonder.<br />
<br />
But from a friend who has been there,<br />
I whisper softly, don't despair.<br />
<br />
These things within ourselves we tell,<br />
come from a deep self-loathing hell.<br />
<br />
And I can vouch for the hard-rock task,<br />
of being lost and needing to ask,<br />
<br />
For some help, of which we're scared,<br />
will not come if pleas are heard.<br />
<br />
But please, I beg, do not despair,<br />
for, for you, I will be here.<br />
<br />
It is my job, as your friend,<br />
to stick with you until the end.<br />
<br />
And furthermore into the light,<br />
where together we'll ignite,<br />
<br />
The darkness that... haunts us both,<br />
so, I say, please keep me close.<br />
<br />
Not just me though, the rest too,<br />
I promise they're as good as glue.<br />
<br />
To keep you sane and well grounded,<br />
Coz this is why, friendship was founded.<br />
<br />
Smile once, at least a day,<br />
The light will come, your own way.<br />
<br />
Be not ashamed of who you are,<br />
you try you best with outstretched arms,<br />
<br />
And one day soon, your hands will reach,<br />
The edge of happiness and breach,<br />
<br />
Through the waters of apparent sad,<br />
and a feeling of warmth will wash with glad,<br />
<br />
upon your face and body too,<br />
know we'll always be here for you.Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-82551012041938334912011-07-25T06:54:00.001-07:002011-07-25T06:54:37.582-07:00Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-14548552406026317402011-02-26T04:30:00.000-08:002011-02-26T04:30:23.829-08:00What's important is that I know who you are.Twas the twilight in an era of sadness. For what had passed was going.<div>Beneath a radient glow of epic sorrow, I saw you hunched with tears.</div><div><br />
</div><div>Upon a rock of malignant despairing, you did sit in silence. Not unlike a thing of lonely, to which it bides its time. </div><div><br />
</div><div>There are things, within this world, of which you cannot control. Of which you see, are not so nice, and of which are cruel. </div><div><br />
</div><div>Down a winding path you travel. Alone with fears and broken hopes. </div><div>Seemingly never ending, and filled with revelled hopelessness, you seem to cry in pain.</div><div><br />
</div><div>But what you don't realise.... What you do not see... Is that although you walk this journey as an individual, you always have me.</div><div><br />
</div><div>I am like a silent shadow. I watch and I stay close.</div><div>But you will never be alone, although it seems it is so. </div><div><br />
</div><div>Lift your head and wipe your eyes. Show strength I know you have.</div><div>Do not falter, in your ways, because YOU are the better.</div><div><br />
</div><div>It is love, that which tears, you paper thin heart. But remember, that in time, it will repair together.</div><div><br />
</div><div>A fear of loneliness grips you. You think I can't see, but I do.</div><div>Stop worrying about the times you will be without a partner, and remember what I am. </div><div><br />
</div><div>I am the ladder when all seems too high. I am the rock when you need to lean. </div><div>I am the silent listener. I am the cuddle when you need it. </div><div><br />
</div><div>I am your friend. I am your plutonic love. </div><div>I am, while there isn't one, your significant other.</div><div><br />
</div><div>I know, when you do not, who you are. </div><div><br />
</div><div>You are strong. You are beautiful. You are the one who know the right path to choose.</div><div>I have confidence in your abilities, so when you don't, trust in me, I trust in you.</div><div><br />
</div><div><br />
</div><div><br />
</div>Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-55983158220693365012011-01-29T02:14:00.000-08:002011-07-25T07:48:55.998-07:00Friendships are like alcohol. You love them, they make you laugh & are just a little bit inappropriate at times.If you have a best friend forever.<br />
<br />
That someone who makes your stomach hurt with laughter.<br />
<br />
That other person, who, if you two weren't so connected by everything, would almost be a couple.<br />
<br />
That guy or girl, who can say anything to your dainty ears, no matter how outrageous, how politically incorrect, how naughty... they'll always get away with it.<br />
<br />
<br />
Give them a hug. Or a call, and tell them that they're amazing.Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-46333593777573483392011-01-23T06:29:00.000-08:002011-01-23T06:36:13.456-08:00Like scaffolding on a building, you will always have support.<div class="MsoNormal">What happened to those days of old, when I was young and so bold?<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">What happened to my brave young face, where did it go? Where is that place?<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I feel like that, in my learning, all I’ve done is learnt a yearning…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">To go back, to being young and free, I oh how I hate mature me…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Where do I go when I need help? Its like I’m wading through problem kelp.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I’m in a sea of doubt and fear, of what? I don’t know, listen dear…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I struggle fairly, you do too… This is why I ask of you…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Struggle with me, be my friend, we’ll drown together til the end.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I know it sounds rather morbid, but in fact its not so sordid. <o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">We are a kin, a friends of type, the bestest ever its no hype.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I’ll hold your hand as we drag down, because with you, I’ll never frown.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">To be alone that is a valid fear, but you won’t be when I am near.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Like a majestic whale breaching, you can bet I’ll be teaching…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">That like me, you are in shit, but together we’ll get through it…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Like two peas, within a pod, I look at you and I nod…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">An affirming smile for you, you see, that you and I are meant to be…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Two friends of which can hold these hands, together through these harsh harsh lands…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">With support and many laughs, well tackle through, like the sturdiest of glue…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I have my doubts, I sometimes fear, that what’ll I say you’ll not want to hear…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">But I think, and I remember, of us two, you are a member.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">There is nothing of which we can say, of which the other will be like “HEY?!”<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Because of this supernatural bond, like dinosaurs and ghosts in a pond…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">We can say the most outlandish things, and with this privilege, to us it brings…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">A feeling of trust and odd being, that what we’re witnessing and seeing…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Is support and a caring smile, which in the end is all worth while…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Like squids in heat, or rats that plague, together we will be so vague…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Like rocks that roll, down the hill, we’ll never falter in our will…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">To look after, one another, like a bestial lion mother. <o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">So my dear, come on down, I’ll help you go from this tired frown...<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">To a gradual, growing smile, where like crocodiles on the nile,<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">You’ll be content and cheery, no longer sad and teary…<o:p></o:p><br />
<br />
<br />
We'll be laughing and sashaying, like a crazy lady with her cats playing.</div>Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-54431054836469026122011-01-23T00:03:00.000-08:002011-01-23T00:03:27.352-08:00How to deal with the hard bits...Take a friend and talk while they listen. It works every time.Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-4386794677312194692011-01-21T00:05:00.000-08:002011-01-21T00:05:13.246-08:00Problems are always solved when drunk on laughter!When you are down, its hard to find,<br />
a reason to be happy in your mind...<br />
<br />
We sit and cry, and lull and wail,<br />
to ourselves we paint a picture of fail...<br />
<br />
But sometimes, I must declare,<br />
that on ourselves we are unfair...<br />
<br />
Sometimes in life, there are things,<br />
we can't control and this brings...<br />
<br />
Upon ourselves, feelings of dread,<br />
because we can't bring home the bread...<br />
<br />
It is a fate, we all fall to,<br />
whether you try, it'll happen to you...<br />
<br />
But be strong, don't falter in pace,<br />
and soon a smile will infect your face,<br />
<br />
Like unicorns that gallop when free,<br />
or nude beaches will you'll find me...<br />
<br />
Like horror movies, that spill out guts and gore,<br />
the sad and unhappy feeling will be no more...<br />
<br />
Like sex in a car, all squashed and weird,<br />
like when an old man shaves his beard...<br />
<br />
You'll find a place, or thing thats new,<br />
that will inspire something in you...<br />
<br />
It will start as a small light flicker,<br />
and what's more... here's the kicker...<br />
<br />
That feeling of happy will replace the sad,<br />
and using 80's lingo, you'll feel "rad"<br />
<br />
Ignore that which, upsets you,<br />
and focus on stuff like glue...Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-55291246590991842712011-01-16T04:59:00.000-08:002011-07-25T07:56:05.538-07:00There once was a time...Sometimes I wonder if people actually like me.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder if I even make an impact on others.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder if my parents ever loved me.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder why I wasn't happy for a while.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder if I am happy.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder if its possible that I am happy and I don't know it.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder if I am being dramatic.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder if i viewed my childhood in exaggeration.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder why I used to harm myself.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder Why I didn't die when I tried to kill myself.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder if I am weak.<br />
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Sometimes I wonder why I even bother.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder if I need help.<br />
<br />
Sometimes I wonder if I was just trying to get attention.<br />
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Sometimes I wonder... And it does me no good.Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-24628526274247451812011-01-05T05:04:00.000-08:002011-07-25T07:57:20.664-07:00Ode To Mayes.There is a girl, of who I know...<br />
A girl who is, but sure to grow...<br />
<br />
She is a wench,<br />
of who can bench... A heart bigger than a whale!<br />
<br />
Her eyes are glistened with saddened tears.<br />
Her mind, it swims with doubts and fears.<br />
<br />
But, I shout, to her I say,<br />
Lift your chin up, it'll be ok...<br />
<br />
Tis a life of unknown things we lead...<br />
And what is to come is like a seed...<br />
<br />
This love you have, it will grow,<br />
And to this I say, you will know... That sometimes heartbreak is better.<br />
<br />
Far and wide we search for him,<br />
A man who makes us surely win...<br />
<br />
The game in which we sometimes hate,<br />
But if he wasn't there, we'd have to masturbate... A lot.<br />
<br />
My darling, my love, my Georgia-dear...<br />
Lift your head and promptly hear...<br />
<br />
If things get hard, which they'll do.<br />
No matter what happens, I'll be here for you.<br />
<br />
To this promise I will keep.<br />
So, at night, you may sleep.<br />
<br />
And if for some unholy reason,<br />
I may break my promise, and comes treason...<br />
<br />
Know this fact, of which is true...<br />
Jack, Libby, and your family are here for you!<br />
<br />
So stay strong, and keep on smiling,<br />
For it won't be long until your filing...<br />
<br />
Past a crowd of unknown faces,<br />
and into his arms for warm embraces...<br />
<br />
Georgia-Love, this is for you,<br />
Don't let life dictate what to do...<br />
<br />
Choose your path, for you are wise,<br />
nothing you face can create your demise.<br />
<br />
Be cheerful and happy,<br />
Be smily and clappy... But not the std kind.<br />
<br />
Love and other Drugs sweeeeeets!!!Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3802312355455812909.post-11804182136553185132010-12-20T07:17:00.000-08:002011-07-25T07:57:59.183-07:00For The Love Of Friendship.Twas a sunny day, betwixt with the lush aroma of copulation.<br />
The two lovers lay, intwined within each others skin.<br />
Twas uncomfortable, as they has just made love sweatily.<br />
Naught did they careth about the sweat which did drop and drip amongst their form.<br />
For love they were in.<br />
<br />
Love. As basic as water. As complex as maths. As logical as unicorns. As beautiful as sharks.<br />
The two stared with eyes, into each others eyes. Twas a sight of humble warmth and sadness.<br />
As much as the lovers enjoyed spending time together. Drinking Rockstar. Touching different textures. Other stuff...<br />
They were fated to spend an indefinite time apart.<br />
That sucked.<br />
<br />
Love. Cruel and lonesome.<br />
Love. Magical, like 3D Movies.<br />
Love. Difficult and painful.<br />
Love. Worth it. A million times over.<br />
<br />
She lay there in pain. Her heart-a-breaking. Life ceasing to mean anything.<br />
He lay there... too. His heart-a-breaking. Life ceasing to...mean...anything...ALSO!<br />
<br />
She leaned in and softly kissed he with lips and such.<br />
He leaned in also reciprocating such actions with his also lips.<br />
<br />
Their time was growing short. Their love growing stronger.<br />
The world was splitting in two it seemed for the lovers of love.<br />
<br />
"Not matter" he cried in valiant...ness. "Twould be a world of darkness if we were to deny ourselves of such rare passion and beauty"<br />
Her eyes glazed over. Her lacrimal ducts swelled, her eyes secreted liquid emotion. Twas a lone tear that swept her face like an old lady from Korea hopelessly cleaning the sidewalk.<br />
<br />
"My love" he said. "I will always love you" he said. "Always" he said.<br />
"I know" she replied. "It's is just, an occasion of hardness" she replied.<br />
"Tis" he said as he replied. "Tis indeed" he said as he replied.<br />
<br />
Their time together at that time was drawing to a close.<br />
The sun of strong heart-emotions was setting.<br />
<br />
"Its going to end" she whispered silently to herself.<br />
"Why would it?" he replied without hesitation...<br />
<br />
Tis no truer word than what he spoke of.<br />
<br />
Love is as strong as you believe it to be.<br />
Love is as unwavering as you allow it to be.<br />
Love is an emotion experienced by all, but cannot be proven by another.<br />
<br />
THIS LOVE IS YOURS. It is your sacred gift to give to another. It is only as wrong as breathing. As wrong touching yourself when you are alone.<br />
<br />
This love is beautiful. It is real. It is meaningful. It is heart-breaking. It is painful.<br />
<br />
That is why it is worth hanging onto.<br />
<br />
Remember what you have right now. Look forward to what is coming later. But live now, knowing that what you have is more special than anything else you'll ever experience.<br />
<br />
He loves you.Dylanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12233029048522520732noreply@blogger.com0